new house

new house

writhing insatiable or a matter of twists without patience

Bea and I have finally settled in our new place.. we're awaiting the deposit check from Pierce.. I'll feel a great deal better once I can have my savings back underneath me. The realization however that I've finally positioned myself to make a more drastic move is settling in. The feeling isn't as comfortable as I imagined it might be, I feel restless and impatient for something.. anything at all to happen. I want a complete change in perspective and the prospect of waiting until spring doesn't sit well in my stomach.

I'll post some pictures and perhaps a video of our new place, it's nice and obscure enough to be quite comfortable. The reliability however of remaining there is in question as there is rumors of foreclosure.

My mom conspired to surprise me with an early birthday present of a new BBQ grill, it was perfect timing as Bea and I had a house warming/labor day potluck this last Sunday. It looks great in our little porch area we've set up. I'll post pictures this weekend to give a better idea of what I mean.

I've planted some carrots and some squash in a small bed along the porch, they're doing quite well. Beatriz has been taking photos of them everyday to track their progressive growth. I see if I can't make a gif and post it on here.

The glass will always echo
ice settling innocently in the distance.

We will pretend otherwise;
We will pretend the horizon is in cinders.

We will pretend tomorrow.

Me an Meandering

I try to get on through getting on

on the wisp of bee wings

I rearranged my room this morning and am feeling really great about it. It's amazing how simply shifting things around and organizing a bit can change the entire feeling of a space. It's very comfortable now and feels much more open. I'm thinking I might actually spend some more time in there now instead of sitting around in the living room watching movies. I was thinking of picking up a six pack and geeking out tonight. I've arranged all of my instruments so that I can readily play around with them, and was thinking of attempting to do some more odd bits of recording. At very least it would be creative and pressure free.

This week is going to be very hectic, Thursday is Beatriz' graduation and Friday we'll be moving her back up to Prescott. Her mom is going to be staying with us for a little bit which means I need to stop procrastinating on getting everything more organized. I need to clean up the yard and the greenhouse before Saturday, as we're planning on having a rather large family BBQ to celebrate Beatriz' achievements.

I'm really very excited about finally having Beatriz back, it's been a long hard road to this point and I think it's nearing a time when I'll be able to concentrate a little more successfully on where it is I need to be going in life.

Kerouac with fresh catnip.